Make Me Wakeup

I feel time is slipping away
That I am just a wanderer gone hopelessly astray
I look toward the north trying to get back
Hoping against hope that I can see through this black.

I have my hand outstretched for you.
Always keeping one eye on looking above,
I feel heavyhearted, my soul is weighted down
Why did my life get trampled to the ground.

For this pain of mine to loose you,
Of admitting to myself its true.
I cry, hoping that inside you saw
For my feelings were without flaw.

The wind plays games with my heart,
Whipping it around and tearing it apart.
I thought I saw your face,
I thought I heard you whisper

Now my imagination is hurting me again.
Pulling my thoughts from dreams into reality.
I am standing alone, without you to hold.

Re-planning my future, trying to block the pain.
Concealing my heart, it is all the same.
Letting on that I’m alright
When secretly I cry every night.

I know you are happy,
In a better place now.
But I am still mourning, pleading with God somehow.
To make me wakeup and see you once again.