Tears keep fallin

I sit here and wonder why...
why do i continue to cry...
everytime we speak....
it's your word u want me to keep....
know the things you did hurt me deep...
i refuse to hurt any longer....
for my heart is suffering from hunger...
my tears keep fallin....

iv'e done things i wish i hadn't...
i hurt people cuz it didn't matter....
i watched as they all cried...
sittin there laughin....
plz don't ask why....
i done my share of dirty work....
now it's time for u to own up to yours...
yet i still love you...
but tears continue to fall....

my heart is callin out.....
but everyone always doubts....
shes never gonna do right....
so why even put up a fight....
im gonna live life for me....
even if it's not the way you want it to be....
iv'e done my share of bad deeds...
i even smoked weed....
it's helped me get through my pain....
cuz in my life i feel there's nothing to gain....

my tears keep falling....
and my heart is callin....
plz let me be a part of this family...
for some reason you won't accept me....
im sick of being the one you doubt.....
im sick of screaming....
im sick of shouting.....
my heart is bleeding...
i need the love im supposed to recieve....
now you know why.....
my tears fall every night