Today I Said Goodbye

I died a bit today.
I'm sorry,
But I had to let you go.
It kills me to know
That I will never know you.
Destroys me to know
That I will never have you back.
I'm sorry Samantha,
But it's time that I
Grow up and accept the truth.
It's time I faced reality -
You're gone,
And I will never have the honour
Of looking at your beautiful face;
Of seeing that innocent smile;
Of watching you sleep in peace.
I just cannot handle
The thought that I would now be a mom.
I cannot deal with
The idea that you would be my baby girl.
So this is goodbye, my angel.
Although I am letting you go,
I will never forget you...
I'm sorry for everything.
I love you.

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