Scars

I scar myself for being weak
my arms cry tears of blood
every night i cannot sleep
my life has turned to mud

I scar myself for being wrong
for not being there that one last time
i'm sorry for not being strong
I'ts time to pay my crime

I scar myself for being dead
from the inside and the out
rivers of shadow are turning red
my fears begin to sprout

I scar myself for being scared
I had waited far too long
The love that you and me had shared
I knew where i belong

I scar myself for being loved
its the greatest pain to bare
I scar myself for you, beloved
I hope to join you there