Why

So here I am
Again trying not to break down
Trying to figure out why
I feel this way

Even though I keep trying
To lock up the thoughts
That keep me tethered
To you

Every time I try
To stray away
Look towards the better
Insanity follows me

I wish love had known
Part of me wishes
Love had let me know
Love holds so many ghosts

Perhaps next time
I will realize
Before it's too late
That nothing changes