It's Always Yours .. But Yours Was Never Mine

I apologize
I know its wrong
I should have moved on
But I cant seem to let go

I am helpless and I know
But this is too much to endure
My heart is broken and left beat less
My soul is frozen and shattered to pieces

I cant stop thinking
Though its been too long
But how can I forget a love so strong ?
Your memory still lingers
Which makes the pain worse

I gave up my heart for you
And what did I get in return ?
A hollow that struck me to the core
I sacrificed for you
And you still don't know

Desensetized
I cant feel anymore
Everything is gone with you
My existence my being
Along with the truth
And it tears me apart that you will never know
How much ache you really caused
But what can I do ?
When I can't tell the reasons I did for you
I am forced to pretend that I did not know what to do
And I have no right to feel blue.

But tell me now
How can I live through this for another day ?
Will this hurt ever go away ?
Will time heal this soreness ?
Or will I live in this whirl for the rest of my time ?

Your silence proves your betrayal.
Your heart was never mine.
You left without a goodbye.
Your silence proves your treachery.
It proves my agony.