It's Always Yours .. But Yours Was Never Mine

by Nawa   May 28, 2008


I apologize
I know its wrong
I should have moved on
But I cant seem to let go

I am helpless and I know
But this is too much to endure
My heart is broken and left beat less
My soul is frozen and shattered to pieces

I cant stop thinking
Though its been too long
But how can I forget a love so strong ?
Your memory still lingers
Which makes the pain worse

I gave up my heart for you
And what did I get in return ?
A hollow that struck me to the core
I sacrificed for you
And you still don't know

Desensetized
I cant feel anymore
Everything is gone with you
My existence my being
Along with the truth
And it tears me apart that you will never know
How much ache you really caused
But what can I do ?
When I can't tell the reasons I did for you
I am forced to pretend that I did not know what to do
And I have no right to feel blue.

But tell me now
How can I live through this for another day ?
Will this hurt ever go away ?
Will time heal this soreness ?
Or will I live in this whirl for the rest of my time ?

Your silence proves your betrayal.
Your heart was never mine.
You left without a goodbye.
Your silence proves your treachery.
It proves my agony.

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  • 15 years ago

    by Shokry Al Qubati

    That's what's called "first love?!"
    u could express it in a very smooth way, i like it
    regards
    5/5

  • 15 years ago

    by Unknown

    Woah! your poem was amazing!!
    Gr8 Job!!
    5/5

  • 15 years ago

    by Britt

    Thats amazing... i can feel emotion in your words. wel done.

  • 15 years ago

    by Ingrid

    Hi Bella,

    This poem could be about me, it is exactly how I feel now...
    You did a wonderful job on potraying the pain of a woman in love that cannot have the man of her choice:)

    Take care,

    Ingrid

  • 15 years ago

    by waiting 4 some1

    Wow
    you amazed me indeed
    deep, passionate and full of emotions
    wonderful piece. it shows pain and sorrow

    i liked the whole poem but the last stanza got my hearts' attention more