Problem

Maybe i do have a problem its just something i cant see
you have to stop drinking is what they tell me
it makes everything better for a short while
turns me back into me gives me back my smile

makes me forget who i am so i can be someone new
but i guess they all can tell I'm not really being true
i don't like who i am i really prefer drunk me
maybe i do have a problem but its something i cant see!

*i wrote this when i was 15 my granddad had just died and it had hit me hard and i just went into a downward spiral of drinking and harming but i later realised he wouldn't want to see me doing this so I'm on my way back to recovery :)*