To Mom

Will I ever be enough?
I don't think I will.
It's true what they say;
a broken heart can kill.

You holler at me like
I do nothing right.
If only you knew that those stains
were from my tears that I cry at night.

Would it be better
if I walked out of your life?
Because you make it seem like
I cause you so much strife.

Do you ever stop to think
and say a couple I love yous?
of course not.
I'm always the one saying sorry to you.

No I'm not perfect,
and I never will be.
But you'll never notice the good things I've done,
because he's the only person you see.

Just keep wasting away your life
by smoking dope.
Because when I walk out of your life,
you'll be the one with no hope.