I miss you

The thought of you by my side
make my mind struggle
i tried to say your name but i stutter
i miss you my dear but is a bad idea
The more i try to take you out
my heart fight with my mind
my heart is the sky and you're my God
I'm ruled by you but you don't know that
I miss you but i don't want you
i love you but i cant stand you
us two together wasn't forever