Love Without The Ending

I found u and i thought i could take my time
Before long i lost you
I tried searching
But never finding another way
And how i regret when i know i have lost u
As my life starts to fade away
Like being devoured painfully bit by bit
Walking this endless road
Wandering aimlessly
Waiting all alone
And i start missing you all over again
Hoping just to see u turning back for one last smile to me
But i doubt this
You dun even know of my existence
All i can do is stand from afar
Looking at your cheerful laugher
Every night i would look out of the window
Hoping to see a shooting star
In an attempt to wish for your happiness
Praying and hoping for u to stay like this
And u dun have to know me
To me its just another story without an ending
and a beginning
Well I'm broken
And I'm feeling all numbed, drained and tired
But i dun mind
Loving u is not about having u
Its just about seeing u happy
And tats enough for me
Well I'm writing this simple poem
Which u wont even get to see
But once again
I'm contented enough seeing your true smile
And always keep this in mind
If your happy i will there to laugh with u
If your angry i will be there to let u vent your anger
If your bored i will be there to tell u jokes
If your sick i will be by your side accompanying u
If your sad i will be there to give u my shoulder
And if the whole world seems to have fallen on u one day
Just look beside u and I'll be there
Never leaving your side
Never...
This is my promise which i can never fulfill now
And the only thing left of me is this poem