This Is My Poem

This is MY poem..this is MY song..
a song just to sing how it all went wrong

Im searching for words.. to begin at the start
but my mind cant remember.. nor can my heart..

im a devil.. a sinner.. a person too cruel
an ice sculptured heart.. or none there at all?

i bite with my tounge.. demean with my step
burn all around me.. still i wonder just yet..

Where did i learn this.. was i born with this curse?
with my wisdom and age will it only get worse?

But still i do wonder.. if this wrong is so right..
do i repent for my darkness.. or indulge in delight