One year and 167 days
Since I spoke to you
Guess what Im tired
Im tired of seeing you
With that
Other girl
And you know what?
Even though Im tired I still have energy
To make an extra five minute trip around the building
To see you
I still have that ache to see you even after
You lied
You hurt
You made me cry
You made me love
You made me smile
You made me think
But I guess my childhood daydreams of us getting married
Are gone with the slamming of my high school locker
But I also guess that without you I never could have become
Stronger
Smarter
Guarded
Lovely
Loved
Happy
So I will close this chapter with the beginning of my life
And even though I will try to erase your name from my
Pages and
pages and
pages of stories, dreams, and hopes
your name is etched forever in my memory
And somehow through all of this I still will always have a place
For you
For everything you have done
For everything you will do
In my heart.
So thank you for showing how to forgive and but not forget
Because I think if I forgot all those days with you
I wouldnt have any good memories left
