I sit here gazing daily waiting for you
reminiscing those times we've spent together with just us two
those special times, those special moments
how we cherish each other as our heart would never be broken.
I render here daily as our hopes began to shift
like the season... from winter to spring
when will you stop hurting me like this?
when will you put an end to my misery.
To live knowing I have nothing left
there's no reason left to live for, only thing left is death
if only I can vanish into thin air of the earth
then maybe I'd be less hurt.
When you left me, you drove me insane
I wondered is love to you, is just a game?
so I ask you this question for a truthful reply
did you ever loved me? or was it just a lie?
I can't bare sitting here thinking about you
wondering if you feel the same too?
have I been a complete fool all this time
have I wasted all my life just to know that im going to die?
and I continue to sit here everyday
waiting for her to come back some day.
I walk among the street of sorrow
seeking for the answer to all my riddles
I wish i can tell her, how much she means to me
but I'd have to write a whole novel, just for her to see.
I wish I can tell her this, which is not a lie
"if you were to leave me, i'd die."
