All Alone In A Place That Dont Feel Like Home

I feel as though I'm trapped,
In this place called home.
With no-one around me,
I'm all alone.

I get home,
And walk in the door.
It's dead as a grave,
Not even a snore.

I wake up in the morning,
They have all gone.
Not one person in sight,
and its barely dawn.

Do they try to escape me,
Am i really that bad?
please answer me,
It makes me sad.

To think my family,
Is never there.
And if they are,
I get the evil stare.

Am i normal?
Am i the odd one out?
Fuk this i cant handle anymore,
I'm gonna kill myself and go without..