Lies

Every corner we turn
You lead me deeper in
Surprising me with every word
And every kiss you give

Some days we'll be fine
Others we won't talk at all
What are you doing to me?
Drawing me further into

This crazy relationship we somehow formed
I'm not fully yours
I'm not where I want to be
You have no idea

Because they're words I'll never speak
I'm so scared you'll leave
But I don't know just what it is
I'm holding onto

There's nothing here to keep me
Except the good days
Making up for the days you're not around
I'm waiting here for stability

But it'll never come
You're not ready to be here
At a place intertwined with me
You're still running

Splitting your time so carefully
To give me just that little more
To keep me here waiting for you
And still I continue to hold your hand

But you're slowly loosing my heart
And everything that's been told
I mean everything to you
But everything just doesn't seem enough

When you're not fully mine to hold
I'll smile like I mean it
Because you are the only reason
You're parents reinforce your lies

They make me feel so different
Different to every girl before
I'm buying into you lies
And falling for every smile