Drifting Down

Thought you were my sun,
When the skies were painted grey,
Thought you were my escape,
When the pain wouldn't go away,
Thought you were my wind,
When i needed fresh air,
Thought you were my ocean,
When i needed to be free,
Thought you were my friend,
Here til the end,
Thought you were here for me,
Through the thick and thin,
Thought i could call you anytime,
I needed to talk,
Thought i could rely on you,
Like you told me to.

So now I'm sick,
Your not here,
Need you the most,
Yet you've disappeared,
Far away from me,
Wish you could see,
You're destroying me deeper,
As a battle this illness,
You were the one,
Who made me get treated,
Wanted to know I'd survive,
Guess that was all fake,
Haven't heard from you in days.

So won't you come back,
Take this pain from me,
Why won't you tell me,
Everything will be okay,
Tell me to hang onto what i have,
Let that get you through,
Hold me close and say i love you,
So here i wondering,
Do you still acre for me,
Or am i just part of your history now,
After everything we'd been through,
Still we stayed close
Until now... you've drifted down.