Depression

This constant feeling of emptiness
eating at your mind
the laughter and the jokes u make,
keeping your loved ones blind.

if only I was transparent,
if only they could see
that every day i ache in pain
y wont they comfort me?

the doctor says it will help me
this never ending medication
one with every meal each day
where is my justification?

to write this simple poem
to get something off my mind?
not like any 1 will read it...
Im going to leave my mortal self behind

thanks if you've read this far...i wouldn't have if i knew me....make n e sense? life never does...:S