Drinking and driving with you!!!!!!

I can't see,
I can barely breath,
I think something just happened to me,
I cant feel my legs,
It feels as if i am almost dead,
I can't shed a tear nor cry,
And the biggest problem is i don't know why,
I wanna pull out my hair and just scream,
But all thats surrounding me is the paramedic team,
I see blurry visions of red,white and blue flashing light's,
As i pray to myself that everything will be alright,
They shoved a long narrow tube down my throat,
As i start gaging and suddenly start to choke,
My eye's began to water and slowly shed tears,
Write now I'm so scared and all built up with fear,
question after question about how many beers,
with a frightened man starring at me through the ambulance mirrors,
My heart started beating really fast,
As they told me to just be calm and relax,
They told me to make sure i stayed awake,
But it felt as if it was a dream it seemed so real but to me so fake,
They pulled me off a stretcher and onto another bed,
As blood traveled down my neck form the vicious wounds on my head,
I looked up and seen the sad sobbing faces of my mom and dad,
weeping and crying because i am the greatest daughter they could have ever had,
Between all the screaming and crying i heard the doctor say something about the booze,
As they removed my clothes leaving me fully nude,
My eyelids feeling ungratefully heave,
As my breathing stopped and wouldn't come back steady,
As everyone started screaming,
they pushed my mom and dad out and told them that they have to leave me,
Me on top of me starring down from the hospital ceiling,
It broke my heart because it was the scariest feeling,
The dark red air polluted blood covered every inch of my helpless little body,
As i was jerking and wrenching it felt weird but at the same time it was to hard,
The doctors was just rushing and getting prepared for CPR,
And it was all because i decided to drink that night and then get into your car.......
*Amber Wise*