Im sick

Im sick of this situation

i somehow found myself in...

im sick of this feeling

that has crept its way back in

im sick of this life

im living in hell

im sick of this place

and seeing your stupid unwanted face

im sick of crying

myself asleep

im sick of being wrapped

in all these promise noone seems to keep

im sick of being hurt

its not alright

im sick of being treated like dirt

i no longer desire the need to fight!!!

im sick of finding myself

heart broken alone

im sick of searching

but finding you gone

im sick of of this nightmare

even though im awake

im sick of pretending

see this smile... "its fake!"

im sick of hiding

inside my skin

im sick of losing

im ready to win

im sick of being sick

i at this point i just dont care...

im sick of being tired ,,

im nolonger here..........

xoxo mandi........