Pills and Razors

Horrible days lie ahead,
Good days gone forever.
The tears of my body,
How beautifully red.

Already ready for the grave,
My own family shall dig it.
Because of them,
It's the pills and razors I crave

They laugh, as I sit in the back.
They don't realize,
I'm full of hate, with a smile I lack
Just as scared as the brave,
As every day a part of me dies.

Keep it to yourself,
For if you don't,
They'll just make your life hell.

Pills and Razors,
My only friend,
The suffering so hard,
The only way I can make it end.

T.G.R.