How does it feel

I sit here wondering if you care.
Wondering why my life is so bare.
I have sat here forever, for hours on end.
Like a child crying with no mom to mend.
My life, how sad, is worth nothing to you.
Yet I need you, want you, without you; no clue.
The scars of hurts and pain you've caused.
You do it again, I need more gauze.
You've struck a chord that echoes afar.
Deep within me I could not make par.
I scream as I watch, as the plans weve made.
Untwine, unwind, you forgot; I fade.
My heart cries out the burning despair.
Bleeding in the rain; I need a repair.
I'm done, im gone; I quit, you win.
My massacred soul, I'm giving in.
How does it feel to kill someone you love?
The raven is black, and white was the dove.