I LOST MY CHANCE TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

by Tyler   Jul 6, 2008


HERE IT IS FROM ME TO YOU. WITH TO MUCH ON MY MIND. I ASK YOU IF YOU CARED AS MUCH AS I CARED FOR YOU AND YOU SAID I DON'T KNOW. YOU AND I NEW EACH OTHER FOR FOUR YEARS AND THAT WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY. I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT IT WAS MY FAULT WHEN I LEFT YOU. WHEN I WAS GONE I LOST ALL CONTACT WITH YOU. WHEN I CAME BACK I NEW THAT I STILL HAD FEELING FOR YOU. I WAS HOPING THAT YOU WOULD TO.

WHEN I CAME BACK HOME I STARTED TO LOOK FOR YOU AND WAS HOPING THAT YOU NEVER FOR GOT ME AND THE THING AND LOVE THAT WE MADE.

ONE DAY I WAS ON THE COMPUTER AND I WAS JUST MESSING AROUND AND I JUST THOUGHT THAT I WOULD JUST TYPE IN YOUR NAME AND IT BRING UP YOUR PROFILE. THEN THERE I NEW I FOUND YOU.

THE SAID PART ABOUT IT WAS THAT YOU WHERE NOT THE SAME GIRL THAT I NEW WHEN WE WHERE TOGETHER.

IT BROKE MY HEART TO KNOW THAT YOU WHERE TAKEN IN AND WAS OUT WITH A BABY GIRL. I NOW FEEL HOPE LESS.

YOU ARE NOW A MOTHER AND I AM NOTHING WITH OUT YOU. I CANT BELIEVE THAT THIS HAPPENED OVER THE PAST FOUR YEARS THAT WE NEW EACH OTHER.

I SAW THAT U HAD A EMAIL ADDRESS AND I EMAIL YOU TO SEE HOW YOU WHERE DOING. THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY "GOOD I AM A MOTHER WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND IT'S A BABY GIRL" I WAS SHOCK WHEN YOU TOLD ME THAT. BUT THEN ON THE OTHER HAND I WAS HAPPY TO KNOW THAT YOU WHERE STILL HERE. I TALK TO U ONCE SINCE I FOUND YOU.

YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW BAD I WANT TO BE WITH YOU DAME I AM MAD AT MY SELF. I JUST WAS TO LATE. YOU WHERE WITH SOME ONE WHEN I LEFT AND I JUST WISH THAT I COULD OF BEEN THERE WITH YOU.

REMEMBERING ALL THE TIME WE HAD FROM GOING FROM THE PIN PAL PARTY TO SIX FLAG AND MISS YOUR SMILE IT JUST WHAT HURT THE MOST. ALL I WANT WAS YOU TO BE HAPPY. NOW THAT YOU SAY THAT YOU ARE I KNOW DOWN IN MIND AND YOUR HEART YOUR NOT. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHY IT'S HARD FOR YOU TO TELL ME. I KNOW ONE THING.

I AM NOT HAPPY WITH OUT YOU. I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON YOU. I FOUND YOU AND I AM NOT GOING TO LET GO THIS TIME. I AM GOING TO KEEP TRYING UNTIL YOU TELL ME HOW YOU REALLY FEEL.

BABY YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU JUST WISH YOU WOULD EXPECT ME FOR WHO I AM.

I MISS YOU WISH YOU WOULD COME HOME.

LOVE ALWAYS 31029

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  • 16 years ago

    by Tyler

    I HAVE FOUND HER IT JUST GETTING HER TO UNDERSTAND ON WHAT THE PROBLEM IS. UNDERSTANDING FROM A WOMAN SIDE OF VIEW IS THAT THEY ARE SCARED TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE CARES AND IT JUST TO HARD TO KNOW THAT. I MEAN U GOT TO UNDERSTAND THAT IT MORE THAN WHAT YOU WANT IT TO BE. THERE IS JUST ONE THING THAT JUST DOES NOT GET TO ME. AND THAT IS WHY ARE WOMAN SCARED TO TELL HOW THEY FEEL. I KNOW THAT IT WHAT THEY HAVE IN THEM AND WHAT THEY ARE MADE OF. THANK FOR THE COMMENT.

    31029

  • 16 years ago

    by Mizz Kayla

    Your work really got to me..
    My biggest fear is leaving because I have to and I have no choice and coming back to finding out they have moved on.
    It scares me every day knowing that what might have been the last time i was with them, was my last time. I'm sorry about you coming home to finding that all out. It must be tough.
    =[
    I hate the saying if its meant to be it will happen. But, it is true.
    And I understand everyone has to go through that one hard, difficult situation... maybe that was it, keep your head high. Theres someone out there that feels the same way towards you. You just havent found her yet.

  • 17 years ago

    by Chelsea

    Wow...
    im sorry...
    the man i love left too, not physically, but emotionally and mentally. all he wants to be is friends. right now thats enough for me, but sometime in the future im going to ask for more once again.
    good luck. i hope everything works out and that she decides that youre the guy she loves and wants to be with.
    *hugz*

    chellsea

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