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I have to move forward
I have to stop re-living the past
I told myself I'm Breaking the Habit, this falling so hard so fast that always seems to bring pain
But I've done it again with you. I have such strong feelings I'm holding in and it stings like a Paper cut.
I tell myself Don't Stay, don't put yourself through the heartache again.
But every time I speak to you, I feel like I'm One Step Closer to telling you I Love You
I approach you foolishly thinking it could work this time, my body feels Numb
As I start to gather my thoughts, I feel like I'm going to Faint
It's an overwhelming feeling, and I think to myself, it would be Easier to Run
Somehow i manage to stand my ground, then as if by some miracle i find the courage to pour out my heart and soul to you and luckily I get all of my words out... But then... rejection... you tear out my heart
I feel it Hit the Floor
You would think I would be used to it by now, you'd think I would have learned my lesson by now, and just give up on LOVE
I'm crying, but Nobody's Listening
I just want to Runaway
I need to be Somewhere I Belong, a place for the sad and lonely.... a place for the losers
I just need to be By Myself, I'll just go somewhere I can be Forgotten
But In the End, I'd really much rather be With You
Because you're my Cure for the Itch, this thing called love that I'm dying to feel.