Denial

I faked everything
For me to leave you clueless,
All the laughter,
Even all the smiles
For every time you looked at me
For every time I cry, you won't see.
Because my tears are not unreal,
And so that many flowing in yours
When secretly in your eyes I see
Every drop of sadness you make.
I want to take it all away,
I wanted to show you the truth.
Still I want to take your sadness away
But then, i'm here hurting myself
Still I tell you that I don't care
I love you, still, I don't care