Words of a broken heart

"WORDS OF A BROKEN HEART"
-original composition

i would like to be a garden
but my life now is full of burden
my heart and mind are ruined
by the person who made my heart broken.

i don't know why i am so depress
and i don't know why i am in distress
is it because i miss her sweet caress?
or it's because of her words that makes me hopeless?

now i am free but i feel bad
sometimes i want to be alone because i am mad
i want to be happy but i am sad
because i remember her love that i'd never had

girl,i know that you have everything
and i realized that i am nothing
but if ever things would change
i would not break the promises i made.

here i am walking in the rain
people around me call me insane
i cried,because my heart is dying
i realized,in rain no one would see me crying.

my friends wanted me to be a train
but it's hard for me to ease the pain
because i can't abrade her on my mind
that's why i still want to stay on her side.

girl!tell me how can i forget you
please tell me what should i do
girl i wanted to stay away from you
because you hurt me like the way they do.

maybe this is the saddest love note
because i am sad in every words i wrote
but there's one thing i want to say to you
"i let you go because I LOVE YOU"

-mr.kupido parnada