Fear of the Unknown

by JustKristina   Jul 10, 2008


He does this because he loves me.
She plays over and over in her head.
She shuts her eyes, so she can't see,
The reality of what's happening.

This isn't the way love works.
People would say if they knew.
But she shuts her eyes, so she can't see,
The reality of what is happening.

Marks of love on her face,
She's bruised, battered, and broken.
But she shuts her eyes, so she can't see,
The reality of what is happening.

Her heart is being ripped apart,
Her body is being broken.
But she shuts her eyes, so she can't see,
The reality of what is happening.

She believes all the insults,
He pounds inside her head.
But she shuts her eyes, so she can't see,
The reality of what is happening.

She thinks he's doing this out of love,
And to make her that beautiful, happy person.
But she shuts her eyes, so she can't see,
The reality of what is happening.

Blood is matted on her face,
Her self-esteem shot down.
But she shuts her eyes, so she can't see,
The reality of what is happening.

She wears a smile of fakeness.
She doesn't complain one bit.
But she shuts her eyes, so she can't see,
The reality of what is happening.

Her friends ask her questions.
She mutters innocent lies.
But she shuts her eyes, so she can't see,
The reality of what is happening.

Even though she shuts her eyes,
On the reality of her life.
Deep down, inside her heart.
She knows she's worth so much more.

Not willing to admit she's beautiful,
For fear of the unknown.
But she shuts her eyes, so she can't see,
The reality of what is happening.

She thinks of him everyday,
Of the love that she believed in.
When she shut her eyes, so she couldn't see,
The reality of what was happening.

She's still afraid of making mistakes,
Of disappointing him.
Her eyes are still shut, so she can't see,
The reality of what is happening.

Still she smiles when things aren't right.
Mutters great, when asked "How are you?"
She's still not ready to let everyone see,
The reality of what has happened.

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  • 15 years ago

    by Sourav

    Very emotional... and seems these are real feelings of someone. Good one!

  • 15 years ago

    by LiveLoveLearnDie

    Wow that just said everything on my mind. i think there are alot of people out there whoknow how your feeling, dont worry keep smiling

  • 15 years ago

    by StandStill

    Wow, Krissco. This is a really powerful poem..I love the repetion of the last two lines, and now they're playing in my head.

    Remember that we talked about going step by step. How you have to find your real smiles one step at a time...

    This actually made me think of something i was thinking about the other night. How it's scary to come out of something traumatic or life changing **depression, for instance** and be ok, and be happy. because happiness gets forgotten during the time you suffer...so it's foreign, whereas the fear and sorrow are familiar and we cling to them.

    sorry for THAT ramble. -.-

    She's still not ready to let every see,

    ^^ "every" should be "everyone".

    Great job, hon. <3

  • 15 years ago

    by CalGirl

    Krissy... omg.

    this.... must've been really hard for u....

    "She thinks of him everyday,
    Of the love that she believed in.
    When she shut her eyes, so she couldn't see,
    The reality of what was happening. "

    my fav stanza... its how i feel right now. i want to believe kyle really DID like me, but thought i didn't so asked my friend out. i know its far-fetched, but thats what i want to believe. and i feel your pain, krissy.

    i'll never forget u were there for me. through the thick and thin, you'll always be a great friend.

    I LUV YOU KRISSY!!!!!

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