Us Being together has made me see
that from now on I should listen to my feelings
and not my heart overstating my mind
for only now my heart is torn...
I never will dwell on my past
but forever that shall be my base I will stand on,
for it is what I know & I have learned from
& never again will I be walked all over..
The mind is a strong organ but somehow the
heart will overcome its thoughts & sometimes
too much that sometimes it'll only cause you pain
but in the end it'll build you strength & make you stronger..
I didn't get to know you but knew who you were for quite sometime & something in the
beginning made me to stay away.
We lost all contact, but for some reason I held on
Now your actions in my eyes, make me see you'll always control...
I ignored my instincts inside and felt you were the one,
Our first months were perfect &
what I had always wished for,
I would've not been so hurt in the end if I have
noticed in the beginning
What kind of person you truly are...
I only accepted the good & neglected all the bad,
My eyes were blind to all of your control,
I should have noticed when all the bruises appeared,
My friends were no longer a part of my life...
But instead I just gave you my all,
I sat home one night until the sun came up,
hoping & thinking
"hes only out with friends, he will come home"
Silly me to find out you were sleeping with my enemy...
I still tried to forgive you even when you
Couldn't ever give more than you could take
& just tell me the truth,
It took me 8 months back n forth from
house to house getting hurt
To be strong enough to move on & realize that
I deserve, & can have a life of my own.....
