I sit and stare at you,
I think of all we've ever been through.
I think of all the times you made me cry,
And all the times my tears were dried.
You hurt me in the deepest way,
But no matter what,I'm here to stay.
Everywhere I go, I see your face,
When someone speaks,
I hear your name.
I wish more than anything I could walk away,
But I can't, and I'll be here,
No matter what they say.
All the times you've hurt me,
All the times you still do.
I've put aside some emotions to make room for you,
But I don't expect you to understand what I'm going through.
I love you more than you could ever know,
I hope with all my heart, that you will never go.
But I can barely talk to you,
You only hear what you want to.
That may not be entirely true,
But it's sure what I feel,
Like my problems and feelings mean nothing to you.
When I try to talk,
You shut me down, like I'm a wast of time.
You forget to answer me,
And with me, that's not fine.
I knew you, before you knew me,
I changed my entire life for you,
And I can't get it back.
I don't regret it, but I do have one thing to ask:
I'm a human being, just like you.
I'm not here for entertainment,
I'm here because I love you.
I wish we could go back,
So I could fix whatever I did wrong.
We got lost somewhere along the way,
I strive to fix it,
But you only push me away.
You used to send me poems,
And talk late into the night.
I don't know what happened,
Somehow we grew apart.
You may not feel the same,
But this is what's coming from my heart.
My own feelings, My own thoughts,
Then again,
Maybe it's just me,
Maybe I'm the one who's lost.
Just thought I'd let you know,
This is how I feel,
Straight from me to you,
This is really real.
I've never loved this before,
But I think I'm the only one.
I'm sorry if this is all wrong,
Just letting you know,how I feel.
Neglected and rejected,
Forgotten, all alone...
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