Why do i see what others refuse to beleive

I've never been in such a dark despair the i could not see a glimmer there until now

the reaping i have done came back around just as foul

I'm awake in this vision thats so cold

if only i did what i was told

then maybe i wouldn't have this curse of a gift

if only my future could shift

seeing things from long ago

if you only know how much i wish i knew non of this

does it show

on my face when i see

a girl that died at the age of three

standing face to face with me

or when i dream of a car crash and it happens at three

know why is it i who has to see what others refuse to believe