A Work In Progress

This is not what I wanted.
This is not what I planned.
I can't believe I faltered
With so much to lose at hand.

He doesn't deserve my weakness.
He doesn't deserve my flaws.
He should have someone better.
A girl who obeys the laws.

I AM going to be better.
I AM going to be strong.
This person who is weaker
Will NOT be here for long.

I'll be the girl he always wanted
And give the best I can
He can do so much better
But I will be here 'til then