My friends bled before me
My mother laid it out clearly
My head unravels with words before me
My mind chose to fear me
As it's all said and done now
I turn the other way and run before it turns around
There's something that eats me alive about this
Like blowing smoke, I have burning wires
Ashes fight their way back to my mouth
Thought I've lifted myself off the ground
I'm not any higher, dangling from burning wires