Sad times in happy places

** for jens contest**

always faking,
just so i can see you happy,
never sad, nor lonly,
just seeking something to make me no longer longing,
just a fake smile,
and a laugh,
and hopefully you will get enough outta that.

it is sad times,
in so happy places,
and with all these differnet faces,
i will try to crave in my arm,
just like the song,
that you said that you loved so much.

guess it is just time to fake,
not a time to cry,
and i'll just tell you a white lie,
so you wont think ima die,
things are tough,
and it gets rough.

but i gotta smile and laugh,
just for a while,
so that i dont make it bad,
with my,
sad times in happy places.