How this pain resides.

Can i ever tell you this secret
the secret of my pain.

why cant i stop this blade.
what do i do to hide each scar its left.

and how the pain resides with each
cut that goes deeper into the vein.

i don't know why i do it.
i cant control myself.

but for each cut
theres pleasure for pain.

it takes it all away.
all that hate inside of me.

each open wound
breaths out this sorrow
that rises deep within me.

i know your confused
i know your mad

i know you'll never know this secret
this secret to my pain.