Not Ever

by Summerbaby18   Jul 24, 2008

Not ever will I hear 'I love you'
Not even from my family
Not ever will they care
Not ever will they see.

Not ever will they be proud
I'm just a big mistake.
Everything I do is wrong.
How much more is there to take?

I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I might as well disappear
For I'm nothing but a joke.
I'll just get out of here.

Not ever will you be happy.
I'll never make you proud.
No matter how hard I try
I'll always just be in the crowd.

I'm sorry for everything
I know what I did was wrong.
If only I could go back,
to make our relationships strong.

It's hard to deal with everything.
I know what I did was dumb.
But before everything that's happened.
My heart was broken and numb.

Not ever will you love me
I know it's just a lie.
I know you think I'm crazy.
But I know you'll never try.

I know I lost your trust.
But you also just lost mine.
For what you did was just as wrong.
You're words are nothing but lines.

Not ever will I forgive
Nor will I ever just forgive
I'm just done with everything
Even the life that I live.


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  • 12 years ago

    by ForeverASickKid

    Amazing job! im speechless! :)

  • 13 years ago

    by Cristian Teo Regalado

    Hey this poem is beautiful... And if this is how u really feel u should talk to someone about it because your life cant revolve around one person when ur so young keep ur head up and have faith in someone else that one day will be very special to you 5/5 Keep up the good work.