Strange new feeling

I'm feeling a feeling I have never felt,
Troubled trying to explain it to myself,
Confused by the intensity I feel inside,
My cancer-crab instincts tell me to hide,
All my natural intuition tells me to run,
Because of how (so far) my life's un-spun,
The part however I can't seem to explain,
Is comfort within that's telling me to stay,
Long I've been mistreated by hurtful souls,
Rolling with the punches and taking blows,
My inlaying fears are defiantly still there,
Due to living through one life long scare,
Yet my inhabitances are starting to unfreeze,
Till I met you I thought these unreal dreams,
Peacefully wooed by lullabies of your touch,
Suddenly I'm becoming more capable of love,
Giving into feelings at first I didn't comprehend,
Now positive that it was my heart starting to mend,
Realizing that my new feeling was nothing to shun,
I just hadn't recognized that I had found the one.