In all of the time that we've been apart
I had time to think and more time to doubt
I have fear of the future, and the things that will come
I have fear of our pasts and the things that we've done
I'm questioning love
And what it all means
I'm questioning the ways you truely think of me
I'm afraid of what will happen
When I have nowhere to turn
I'm afraid of your reaction
And what you might do
If I tell you the truth
That were surely through
I'm sticking it out
And hoping for the best
That maybe "true love" is supposed to be a mess
I wish I could say
I'm sorry for it all
And that I still love you
The most out of all
But theres somebody else
Someone I think I like more
Someone closer and stronger
And less of a bore
Please don't be angry
But don't think of me still
I wish it weren't your heart
That I had to kill
