Gaahh

It's not as if I really care,
But I really care a lot.

It's not as if I want to talk,
But I want to talk a lot.

I can't explain the way I think,
I can't control myself

I thought that we were something more,
Your disregard is my dismay

I whimpered like a fool
I cried my heart to you
I told you how I felt
Despite my certain doubt
You've proved to me to be
avaricious, and not we