As you sit next to me on my bed
In the quiets that shared, just smiles on our face
I can remember all the hurt, that was felt in this place
I laugh in the silence at what you dont see
You look at me, wondering what it could be
That could make me laugh so joyously
Is something no one knows I saved
My old dearest friend, my razorblade
how long it was to wait every day
just to see the marks how it cut each way
I smile at you wondering it all
am i smiling becuase you dont know
Or becuase the scars wont ever show
Maybe its that fact that you wont ever see
me stopping for a year?, no that couldnt be
