Confusion In Pain

You've gone from here

Left me with fear

The uncertainty of tomorrow

Will I see you again?

Why is it that before you left

It felt as if we had all the time in the world?

We could just be

You and I

The best of friends

When away from you I felt empty

You were like my own personal sun

That was there for me when I needed you

Where are you now?

The day you left the sun set on my world

Reunited for a time

Tell me, is my having joy such a crime?

It must be

For I will be condemned for it forever

I want you to return

But somehow,

It may just be better for you to stay away

If the very thought of you causes me pain,

Then what would the sight of you bring

If you were standing before me?

Deep in my soul

I hope to never know