GUILTY

by LushPlush   Jul 28, 2008


I only knew you,
for six short years.
Even though I was six,
I didn't really know you.

Losing you you was hard.
Not knowing what really happened,
hurt me so.

Five years later I found out,
HEART ATTACH,
is what I lost you to.

For years to come,
I've blamed myself,
For your death.
Even though I know the truth.
I can't help but feel GUILTY.

It was all my fault,
you were watching ME.
I wonder at times if
my brother felt this way too,
but I never ask.
I'm to scared to.

The last few years or so,
I've come to realize that,
It's not my fault,
I shouldn't feel GUILTY at all.

GOD wanted it this way for a reason.

* This poem is about me losing my grandma when I was only 6 years old. She died just to days after Thanksgiving. I don't remember much after that. I cant remember the funeral or when my cousin was born (Christmas day). The next thing that I remember is when I broke my leg the ending of January beginning of February.

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  • 16 years ago

    by Invited

    Everything happens for a reason and God's timing is the best. Outstanding work!

    Chinwe