I'm numb as hell and I forgot
That for some reason and somehow
I want to be someone I'm not
And now I know I can't breathe
I'm a murderer to her own kind
The girl who sees sense in moving on
Tests and mind games make me blind
And now I know the loss of feeling takes control
I'm numb as hell and I can't see
Why you take joy in my apathy
Why you say these things to me
And now I know I must move on
But trying hard means forgetting things
Like how I messed up silly things
And how I hurt over silly things
But now I'm numb as hell, I can't feel one thing
