Picking Up the Peices

I hid it away
The horrible truth inside
Deep inside this heartless shell

They loved each other
The grew apart
I was his friend
How could I allow
These thoughts to
Pass my mind

I hid it away a midst lies
I used them
Those innocent and stupid girls
As unwilling unsuspecting shields
I had my fun with one

They never got close
Never got close till
Till I told 6 foot 8 inches of
Retard

Thought I could trust
Thought I could find relief
In his simple minded head
I should have kept it a secret

While I was gone
He came and went
He left the pieces on the ground

She still loved him
She still guarded
Zealously
Those shards

She would not let me get close
Only he could
Yet he scorned
His blessing

Now I watch help when she stumbles
I know not how to help
The pain so obvious to me
I can only provide a shoulder
To lean on in the worst
Of times
When she cracks and bleeds for the world
To see

I bleed but I trudge forward
In hopes one day she'll
Realize how much
I care

For TheGothicAlbino