The Pain Inside

Feel the sudden lack of being
Feel the emptiness of nothingness
As your life slips away

You plunged in the blade felt its lovely bite
You felt it jar against your bone
You cursed your repeated failures

That wretched witch found you and called for help
As they came she berated you and complained
About how long this would take to clean up

She asked why you had done this
Your thoughts slipping away you answer her in your haze
I hate you
You were a very good reason

As they rush you away
You are slipping away
Hearing and sight fading
Feelings diminishing

You are entering eternal nothingness
You feel nothing
And you remember
That that nothingness
Was the greatest feeling you ever had

They are yelling at you punching you in the chest but you’re slipping away to fast and slippery now
The blood making it to slippery to crawl back
Even if you wanted to

You are slipping away up, down, in, out, and sideways all at once
Just simply away from this tiresome world
Your eyes drop and your heart beats its final beats
Blood slowing and you leave

Nothing and everything is visible to you
You’re slipping down now not able to find a grasp on anything
Then something grabs you and yanks you back to this world of pain
Peace has escaped to be replaced by mental and physical pain