I CAN'T HATE HIM

Another dark night has come
I stay under my bed
Crying to myself
Clock stike mid-night
The grandfather clock in the hall rang
The door was slam open
And shouts can be heard
Drunk in his own world
Grumbling bout life and work
Again i was a victim
Bruises covered my body
As i shake in fear
i Stood at the side of his bed
Looking down at him
With evil devil's eyes
The knight i known is gone
I held up the knife
Ready to stab down right that his heart
Ready to see his eyes in pain
Ready to hear him scream
Ready to see the blood flows from him
And laugh in please
but my hands shake
Not in fear....
But love....
I can't bring myself to kill him
I can't hate him....
For he is my beloved father...
who lose him armer....