Till forever ends (taylah leigh)

Not a day goes by I don't think of you
And the person you would have grown to be
You would have been turning 8 today
My beautiful Taylah Leigh

Its on this day I reminise
With sadness and regret
The loss of you, my beloved child
The one day I can't forget

I sometimes wonder if it were me
Maybe I did something wrong
Im so sorry Taylah, I really tried
But I was only 13 when you came along

I didn't know who I could turn to
You see mum didn't know
And even though I didn't plan it
I never wanted you to go

You were my hidden secret
For so long I wanted to tell
But then id have to explain that night
And that wasn't just my hell

But now I wish that I had told someone
Let others know about you
My baby girl im sorry
Before it began your life was through

It doesn't seem fair that you could not live
Why couldn't you stay with me?
Taylah my heart screams for you
This isn't how it should be

You should be turning 8 today
With dreams in your joyful heart
And friends and family surrounding you
But that's all torn apart

Taylah just know that im sorry
I know that I can't make amends
But I can promise you this baby girl
I'll love you till forever ends

Happy birthday Taylah. Forever in my heart. Miss you. Xoxo 8/2/2000