Suicidal love

Dear Lover,
Only god really knows how much
I have missed you. How much I
prayed I wouldn't do this. I wished
I could just kiss you good bye...

Tears fell down from my eyes,
I couldn't believe these words were true.
Clenching the note tightly
I whispered: "I loved you..."

"My dearest lover, Here I am,"
I whisper to you as I appear next to
you. Wrapping my arm around you
saying "Dear, I also love you"

I turned around to face her,
Holding you I whisper: " You lied.
You said you'd never leave,
Forever together by each others side."

With tears flowing out of my hazel eyes,
I turned your head and looked you in your
eyes "My love, I didn't know how divine this love
would be. I thought I'd be kicked out the door."

"How could you doubt my love?!
Everything I said was true.
Not once did I lie,
When I said I love you."

Looking into your gentle eyes I cried,
"I love you, Good Bye my love." Leaving
you, I disappear back into the air, praying
that you will not be grieving.

In an instant I was hugging nothing,
Was it an illusion before my eyes?
Taking up your knife I slit my own throat,
Together we loved, together we die.

I grabbed you and said "That was stupid
but I can't lie I am happy now My love"
I kissed your lips then together hand in hand,
We walked up the stairs to heaven above.

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All of the odd stanzas were done by me.
All of the even stanzas were done by HvN.

The very last stanza was a combined effort between the two of us.

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Written by HvN and Amber on August 2, 2008