As days go by

As days go by I realize you will never comeback as days go by my sadness grows knowing this is true wat did I do to you to deserve this if all I did was to love you . As days go by my mind troubles wondering why??? ... my nights go longer trying to accept my new faith destiny plays a foul game on me killing me withing .destroying all I lived for as days go by my heart tryies to live by only memories of u.. As days go by I realize you will never come back that I will never be by your side again I try to let go try to go on without you like if nothing ever happens pretending u never existed ,there is no day that I try to forget all in vain,lost hope forgotten love I try to adapt to these new lifestyle without you, as days go by my reality finally hits me you never loved me never cared so in my last despair ill say that I love you and that I still await your return