Wouldn't you know it kills me

I feel like it's hard enough to say goodbye,
So don't ask me to let go.
I'm giving bad memories a rest,
And holding onto the best,
And wouldn't you know it kills me.

Another page,
A sullen rage,
Yet nothing ever changes.
I wipe the slate clean,
And kick the day dream
To find I was never awake.

I'm always in pain,
The one thing that's constant,
But I refuse to let you band aid the wound.
Take from my body, lock up my thoughts,
And I guess I'll see you soon.

I wish you could keep your promises,
That I'd forget everything that's been done,
You don't, you won't, you never will,
And yet life seems to go on.

I think I'll hang us on the wall,
What a sick enchanted view,
Take away the pain, the darkness, the ugliness,
And all that's left is you.

I see your heartbeat through the sheets,
As close to love as we get.
Iâ??m your trampoline
I lift you up and you always fall on me,
Why is it only you that can forget?

I feel like it's hard enough to say goodbye,
So don't ask me to let go.
I'm giving bad memories a rest,
And holding onto the best,
And wouldn't you know it kills me.

And wouldn't you know YOU kill me.