Realized (rap)

Never have I seen it before today.
But I think its to late to say.
I messed up. Yes I am admitting.
Cause I dont want any more permitting.
Harlea, I'm sorry about last night.
I never meant to get in that fight.
If you dont understand, get this figure.
Im apologizing for the yells. Aint no wigger,
But I'm just tryin stop the snare,
So I can get a minute a say I fo care.
Your my best friend. Cant it just be relief?
Cause with you I dont wanna have beef.
Please, dig down in your heart
And firgive my sin. Within, I'm fallin apart.
Neva meant for this to be. You mad at me.
But cant you see, that I'm tryin to pay the fee?
Feelings were hurt last nightt, myself included,
Why cant we be tight friends, like when we debuted?
Sure I may be an *ss, but what you do to me,
Made me sing this, like a secnd opportunity.
Dear Harlea, hear me out and see my vouch.
Im really tryin to make it up. Off of the couch,
Pen and paper in pouch, hat on head, what I said,
Is that I cant lay down and rest in my bed.
If only you could feel the pain in my eyes.
Then you would see that Im sorry.
Just now realized.

*Dedicated to harlea*