Hey Amber, I havent heard from you. Hey Amber, its been a while. Amber I need your help again. So Amber why havent you come. Ive been sad again Amber, very sad that I cant stand it. So Amber thats why I ask for you. So Amber let me your hand. I remember what you said to me, about those others you describe. I think they have found me too; I need you help to hide. You say that they dont like me right? And they think Im crazy too. But you right, they are trying to weaken me. Because when you're gone I cant survive. But why are they staring at me Amber. I have notice and its not fair. Im sure that they dont like me. Amber you are right. But you say its everything about me, my colour, race and height. But you're right its not me whos different. In fact, where I came from I was the same. Its this stupid foreign country, thats making me feel this way. So why am I hurting Amber? Why do I hurt myself? Look at this blood I spill for you, drink it up Amber its all for you. Look at the stains on my skin Amber. Blood, tears and pain... Hey Amber do you think they'll notice that slowly Im fading away.
Hey Amber you love me right? Thats why you came, to make me feel good. You want me to have justice right Amber. That foreigners like you and I should. You were killed by them too Amber? Oh, Amber, please dont say its true. Are you lying Amber, please dont tell me fibs. Why do they say you're not real? But Im sure you're not just in my head. If you're lying to me Amber, stop. Why cant you tell me the truth? Im so confused now Amber and I scared to death as well. Please help me Amber I beg you. You're the only one who knows where I am.
Im nervous all of a sudden. Im venerable, and Im under attack. Did you leave because I doubted you? Amber Im sorry, lets be friends. Please come back Amber, I need you. You really dont understand. To put your trust in something, in something that isnt there. I feel insane now Amber, Im talking to you. You're that voice in my head. But I promise I wont doubt you. Here look Amber; I did it again for you. So please come back and help. Help me hide my secrets again, so mother and father cant tell.
Amber they all say Im sick. You got to make it stop. Please I know you know the way. You said you tried once but failed. I dont need them in my life, right? So can I get rid of them? Amber, please show me the way. Help me defeat those demons, those demons who always will stare. Hey Amber I have it all planned out. I have weapon in either hand. I think the other realise now, that I am more than they think I am. Look at their face Amber, they really are scared. Hey Amber arent you proud of me. Look, Look Amber, look what Ive done! Should I hold it here Amber, or should I blow her head off instead? I cant aim Amber, my hand is shaking. Hey Amber, shes crying, does she really not want to die. No Amber, Im sorry, dont yell at me. Im sorry Amber, please dont cry. I know you dont like them, for what how they treated you. But Amber, is this the right thing to do? Hey Amber, if I pull this trigger, will I end it all? This torture, pain and misery, for you me and for those before? I dont have much time now, so I guess I got just one choice. So Amber thanks for all your help, Im glad I heard your voice. Here we go Amber, we made it. For them all this is the end. Thanks for nothing losers, because soon you'll all be dead. No more useless crying. Phuck you Ive made up my mind! Brace yourselves for misery, because today you all shall die!
Hey Amber, are you there? Your voice is fading away. Hey Amber why are they calling me names? Hey Amber, should I be ashamed. Look Amber, they are shouting at me. Hey Amber, can I kill them too? Hey Amber, please tell thats what you would do. Hey Amber I feel Im losing touch, Amber, this is all too much. But Amber, if I cant have my sanity, then can others die instead?
